Dentist Disaster..

Hi guys,

So I had the dentist on Monday with my brother. I was having a filling and fissure sealant and my brother was having an extraction and fissure sealant. My brother went first and me and my mum were in the room while he was having it done. The whole process for me was quite full on and when my brothers extraction and fissure sealant was over it was my turn. I asked my dentist if I could quickly stand outside for a minute cause I felt really faint and like I was going to chuck up. I left the room and had a full on panic attack. Now for me to talk about this is making me really anxious, but I feel like I need to tell you this. I only ended up getting half of my fissure sealant done and I have had to reschedule my filling and my other half of my fissure sealant, which is on the 12th May.

I do feel really stupid for not getting it done while I was there, but when my anxiety takes over, I don't have any control over my actions and everything gets louder and the smells get stronger, and the room starts spinning and when you reach that point, trust me there is nothing you want to do apart from go home and curl up into a ball and sleep.

I was absolutely fine once I was home and I had calmed down. I got home and just had an hour in my room watching videos on YouTube and scrolling through pinterest and twitter. I hope that this doesn't happen next time I go in May (it shouldn't do) but I will make sure that I am prepared for this appointment and that I do everything to prevent this.

Sorry for this long ramble and long post, but I feel like if I get this off my chest and let you all know what happens, then I will feel better and you guys will understand more about me.

Bye guys